every coin has two sides ! sometimes i know i may be in the terribly side. always tend to do foolish act. but i'll let you know. that i didn't answer the cell phone. isn't that i don't want to talk to you. that I'm not saying that i love you. it doesn't mean that i don't like you. that i don't care if you talk to another. doesn't mean i'm not jealous. that i do drugs. this doesn't mean that i don't want to stop. that turn my face off from you when you cried. it does not mean I have no tears 'cause that i was afraid to see you broken. that i can't expressed their pain. it doesn't mean i didn't hurt! but i just don't wanna show you. even that i crush on you is too much painful but better than live alone? in the future i can't promise that i'll see you there ? but i'll tried. and i know winter weren't our season.